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[03 Dec 2004|04:37pm] |
ITS MY BIRFDAY WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Holla! :)
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[13 Nov 2004|02:27am] |
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I can't sleep because I'm excited to see Shawn tomorrow...
...and have LOTS of sex! :) Yay!
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[01 Nov 2004|03:15am] |
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Ugh, so college didn't turn out the way I had hoped. Haven't met as many people as I thought I would and my one roommate talks shit about me yet she won't leave since she doesn't want to leave her friends on our floor. Shawn went to David's Halloween party tonight. I was really really uncomfortable about it but we talked and I felt horrible by not wanting him to go...so he went. We talked earlier today and he said he'd call me not frequently but not infrequently. Yeah, lot of good that one did. It's 3 30 in the morning and he's called me once in the past 7 hours. I'd say thats pretty infrequent. It's not like him to make me worry...at least not often. He's not going to call me back at all tonight and I'm afraid I'll be up all night worrying. This sucks. Doesn't make me feel any better about him being there, just a whole lot worse. Kind of ironic how he calls me everynight when he's at home but now tonight, the big party, no call. He sounded messed up when I talked to him earlier, but how could I tell? We only talked for a few seconds. So much for calling me and being a great boyfriend tonight huh hun?
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[04 Sep 2004|07:29pm] |
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Yay visit from Shawn! :)
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[01 Sep 2004|04:59pm] |
So far so good. I absolutely LOVE my roommates, couldn't have gotten a better group. Class isn't so bad either, showering sucks. It's either STEAMING hot or FREEZING cold. I just about singed my arm hair off while shaving today. Must find a better system for that. Maybe there's a particular time of day when it's good?
Love my english class. Tomorrow I have french (hate) and math (not bad...so far). Sleeping is hard, my earliest class is 11 and my roomies have class at 8 and 9. Least I can stay up as late as I want. :)
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| Let down |
[29 Aug 2004|03:04am] |
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The one night that I asked Shawn specifically to be there for me and he doesn't even call at all. He's at some party probably in ECU at a college drunk I'm sure and I'm in a dorm with two ppl who are preoccupied with their "boys." Where is mine?
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[26 Aug 2004|10:20pm] |
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I am still without an adviser- is this bad?
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[20 Aug 2004|03:43am] |
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AGHHHHH I wish I was in college already!!!!!
My room is all packed- I don't want to move :(
Shawn's phone is dead so we barely spoke all day. Then of course we manage to get in to a fight right before his phone cuts out. Whoever the hell "D.J." is and why he lied and said he just met her when I know he met her before...then has the nerve to get mad at me for asking why he lied to me about that. WTF.
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| Goodbyes are no fun |
[19 Aug 2004|12:17am] |
Said goodbye to Melissa today as well as Laura. Strange.
Last day of work. Bought 3 cds, not too much damage. The new boss has an awesome accent from Trinidad. It's so weird to know that I don't work there anymore, and neither does anyone else. I'd miss it but all the people I know that used to work there are gone too. Said goodbye to Andrew S. and Jared and Billy. I'm gonna miss them, they were nice boys. Well for the most part heh. I am definitly gonna miss the free posters and promos. Man.
Soon I'll be saying goodbye to my house, then my mom, and my life as I now know it.
:(
(but I still can't wait!)
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| Update |
[18 Aug 2004|12:35am] |
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So I've been so busy lately I haven't had a lot of time on my hands. Updates go as follow:
1. Bought a puppy! She's THE cutest thing I've ever seen. We named her Bear. She looks like a little black bear cub (hence the name). She's currently sleeping next to me snuggled up around the Godsend DVD I'll have to get away from her later.
2. Packing everything and anything I can find around my room. I never realized how much stuff I actually have. I hope I get done in time!
3. My roommate just informed me that she's going to be leaving a boy named Sean (how crazy is that!?) behind and they've been "dating" with no title for the past year (also crazy). I told her we'd be each other's support system. I just can't get over that we're in the exact sistuation except my Shawn and I actually dated. I just finishd talking to her, seems like we have a lot in common which is awesome AND I get the single bed! Yay for me! I love my roommates already.
4. Saw Shawn and said goodbye to him :( I'm going to miss him SO much. It was so cute, while they were playing (since he has a wireless set) he walked over to me on stage and gave me a kiss! I beamed :) Then we went back to the apartment and had the best sex ever and I fell asleep in the "comfy lay" position with him softly singing Konstantine to me and playing with my hair...I was in heaven.
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[07 Aug 2004|12:47am] |
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Wow, this just illustrates to me exactly how big my trust issues are. I've been trying to get ahold of Shawn since basically 8 tonight. That's when I called him on break. Didn't pick up but no biggie- probably at band practice. So then I call at 11 when I get off work, still no response, oh well I figure he'll call me back soon. It's almost 1 in the morning now and I still haven't talked to him. This I hate. I keep trying to get ahold of him and I can't. So now I look like an overcontrolling person like John is with Laura but on the other hand I'm like what could he possibly be doing that he can't bother to call me by now? Or at least check his phone and even send a text? Argh!!!
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| Warped Tour |
[03 Aug 2004|11:59pm] |
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Warped Tour tomorrow YAAAAY WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
Today was a pretty eventful day, tried to figure my cell phone situation out. That wasn't too eventful however. Just lots of calling. Calling the AT&T ppl, calling the people who make my phone, calling Verizon, etc. Argh and all those damn electronic voice things! (I know there's a name for it I just forget)
Worked from 10-5 and then went back in from 8-11. They needed the extra help. Our DM comes tomorrow so we basically cleaned the entire store and stickered everything ALL day long. Numbers were pretty good. I pitched 5 successful Replays :)
Called the roommates! Only spoke to one though. She reminded me of Kelly Smith a lot. Kind of quiet but very nice and sweet. She apparently isn't allowed to have a tv in her room- her rents sound more strict then mine! Incredible heh.
Then I tryed to call Kristin. Got ahold of her Dad, he seemed really nice. From the comments he made about his daughter, I think we'll get along really well. He said she was excited about talking to us and dying to get out of the place she's in now (much like myself) and that once she gets to college she's really looking forward to the freedom and lack of parents (also much like myself).
Yay I'm excited! I can not wait till college!!!!
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[03 Aug 2004|02:41am] |
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Mmmm storms a'comin!
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[01 Aug 2004|03:02am] |
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Shawn is coming to see me, he'll be here any minute!
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| Shoot me with a tranquilizer |
[31 Jul 2004|05:39am] |
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Why oh why can I not fall asleep??? This sleep schedule is no good. Once again I can already predict that I won't get anything done tomorrow. It's light out now.
I got my roommate and housing assignments! I'm in Rodney (with a/c) in an extended room on the corner. I currently have two roommates (haven't decided if I like that or not yet...I'm thinking not). Their names are Kristin Smith from Ringwood, NJ and Chelsea Maletz from Lyme, CN. Haven't talked to them yet but hopefully they're both really nice and none of us feels left out. I really really really don't want a bunk bed. Urgh this is no good. The hall that I'm in is E, apparently that means that there are 60% upperclassmen and only 40% underclassmen. This could be cool and work out to my advantage or be a disaster. I'm thinkin it'll be cool though- they'll know more about the campus and hopefully have tips about the dorm, teachers, etc. The dorm that I'm in is co-ed by floor so I have all girls on my floor which I am thinking is a good thing, especially for bathroom/shower purposes.
Perhaps I'll just stay up all night...
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| TELL ME ALREADY! |
[29 Jul 2004|10:31pm] |
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WTF UDel is seriously starting to piss me off. They've changed the date that we get our room assignment like 5 times now. First it was the 27th, then the 28th, then the 30th, and NOW the 31st...the suspense is killing me!!!
Had a decent day today- all I did was work. Jared lent me 5 bucks for dinner which was nice of him since my own mother wouldn't drive 5 minutes to bring me food. Urgh. But then he took out the TBS cd and put in the Ashley Simpson cd for Amy (who I don't even think he likes cuz he sent her home as soon as we closed) and he's refused to put in NFG or other bands that I like, but he put in ASHLEY SIMPSON. Again- wtf?
I still need to clean my car out.
Oh yeah and buy the Rock Against Bush cd- it's really good!
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Ok so I'm back. If I don't go to college soon I am going to fucking scream. It's 10:45, not even 11! and I'm trying to go to Mikes house since some ppl are there who graduated last year that I haven't seen in awhile and as I'm leaving I tell her that I'll be home later and she freaks out saying it's too far away and it's too late for me to be going out by myself. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Then she makes up this bullshit about how I'm supposed to be home at 12 not 1 and I tell her I've been coming home at 1 for the past 3 weeks now and she goes "I didn't know about that" well who the fuck cares!? You can't renigg on that now. Urgh, then she says it will be different when I'm in college but even then I wont be allowed to come and go as I please. So I say "fine then I won't come home" and she says "fine" and then I say "and if I do I just wont stay here." And I won't. I'll stay at Shawn's when I want to see him and spend the rest of my time at the beach with my Dad who will realize I'm old enough to make my OWN decisions. I hate it here.
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| Mondays never change |
[27 Jul 2004|12:12am] |
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All that stuff I was supposed to do today never got done. I'll just have to save it all for tomorrow. I wasn't supposed to be working but I volunteered to come in early. That way I KNOW I'll wake up early and have time to do everything that needs to get done. Plus it's nice because all I have to do is put out the new releases that are left and then I can leave. I'm going to try my best to go to bed at a decent time tonight. Maybe 2ish? That works for me. I hope this movie that I rented turns out well, Second Hand Lions, heard a lot of good reviews on it. Ahh well we shall see!
Oooo maybe I'll go visit Connie tomorrow since I've been meaning to do that too and all my friends are on vacation. Good idea.
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Pretty boring day, slept in late and bummed around the house. Didn't get much of anything done. Ahh well it was a nice day for sleeping in...then again what day isn't? Got a call from Shawn saying him and Nate were headed up. Yay! Went over to Jake's to help him pack (more like watch him pack ha) and watched the senior video. I was in it during cheerleading. Shawn and Nate R came over. Weird seeing him after all this time. Jake had to leave to hang out with some dude named Dave so Shawn and I went to Borders and got food while Nate hung out with David and Guinther and that whole crew. He ended up ditching Shawn (ass) so I volunteered to drive him home. On the way home I saw a car flipped on its side...scary. Makes you stop and think about things a bit.
Tomorrow I need to:
1. Talk to AT&T
2. Clean my car
3. Vacuum
4. Wash clothes
5. Put stamps on all those envelopes!!
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| The Apartment |
[23 Jul 2004|11:34pm] |
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Went to see Shawn at his new place today. Took me 2 hours to get there because of traffic...oh and I went the wrong way on the beltway. I seem to always do that, and now I even have a map of it and it STILL happened! One of these days I'll figue it out. I was planning on staying later but psycho mom had to get involved, as usual.
The place was pretty nice, I brought the 2nd season dvd of Aqua Teen Hunger Force so Shawn, Luke, and I watched that. Luke seems like a cool guy, he's pretty funny. So while we're sitting there on the futon, what looks like a bird all of a sudden swoops past us in front of the tv. Well needless to say I flip out, thinking it's a mere bird, until a few swoops later when we all discover that it isn't a bird- it's a BAT! So now everyone freaks out and Shawn runs to open the door while Luke opens the sliding glass doors and I (of course) flee out the door that Shawn is holding open for the bat. The bat of course doesn't leave and is still flying around the apartment, while I continue to shriek, and Luke and Shawn do their best to not act like me. Then among all the chaos we lose the bat and its exact location is still unknown. I however am not bothered by this fact since I'm now at home. Poor Shawn and Luke!
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[23 Jul 2004|03:37am] |
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I have such a horrible headache right now. Shawn and I got into it on the phone tonight. I think I hyperventilated for about 45 minutes. We're fine now, I'm going to try to make more of an effort to see him and he's going to make more of an effort to make time for phone conversations. Especially at night heh. I'm going to see him tomorrow and I know my mom's gonna bitch if I come home late- which I'm going to. God help me.
I hope work goes well for him tomorrow, sleeping in will be such a treat for me...I am so dead tired. Goodnight!
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